Chapter
Twenty-Five: Dreams of Hell Fire:
That first night
might have been great, but dreams were another story. Ever since that first
night, I started to have the strangest dreams.
Everything
looked so dead. The red earth cried out for water. When I walked, my feet
started to ache. I could hear crying in the distance. Everything looked so
cloudy. The thin air made my lungs ache. Where was I? It didn’t look like any
part of the kingdom that I’ve known.
Then, I heard
chanting behind me.
Aka ichi ka ha
chi. Aka ichi ka ha chi. Aka ichi ka ha chi. Aka ichi ka ha chi.
A clicking noise
came with the chanting. I turned my head. An old woman sat at her spinning
wheel. She was singing while weaving white thread in bright red. I walked over
with caution.
“Excuse me,” I
said. She didn’t respond. I stepped closer.
“Excuse me,” I
said again. The old woman didn’t look up. She kept chanting with her weaving.
Aka ichi ka ha
chi. Aka ichi ka ha chi. Aka ichi ka ha chi. Aka ichi ka ha chi.
I waved my head
in first of her face. “Excuse me!” My voice was loud enough to shake the red
grounds. The old woman stopped weaving. She wouldn’t look up at me.
“What are you
doing out here?” I asked. “What is this?” She didn’t answer me.
“Where are we?”
I asked. “How do I get back home?” It still felt weird to call that place
“home”. The old woman still didn’t speak. Instead, she looked me in the eye. She
only had two white holes for eyes. I stepped back when I saw all of the wrinkles
on her face under her black hood. I will never forget what she said next.
“You cannot keep
those butterflies in their cage,” she said.
“What?” I asked.
“The darkness
will kill them,” she said.
“What are you
talking about?” I asked.
I always woke up
at that part. I would always turn to Bayu-chan sound asleep next to me. I don’t
usually believe in dreams. They mean nothing to me. I just usually shake them
off and keep moving with my life. This should be no different.
But why do I feel so uneasy?