Chapter Sixteen:
Getting to Know You:
She still tries
to get to know me. I don’t understand why. We are not that close. I don’t want
to know her.
“Well, if I am
going to stay here,” she said. “I have to get to know you.”
“You don’t have
to stay here, you know?” I asked.
“And where am I
supposed to go?” Nancy asked with her hands on her hips. I pointed around my
head.
“There are
plenty of empty houses you can stay in,” I said. “It doesn’t have to be with me.
You can even live next door.”
“Aren’t you
sweet?” she asked. I didn’t mean to sound nasty. I just want my space back. This
wasn’t a big house. Most of the time Nancy didn’t try to bother me. Even Ava
didn’t try to play with me. But they are still in the house. That’s too much for
me. I like to be alone. Well, I wasn’t completely alone. There was Marshmallow.
He’s a good boy. He doesn’t try to bother me at all.
Things were much
easier when it was him and me. I just had to get food for one person and food
for the dog. Now, he had to deal with another person, a kid, and a fetus to deal
with until she could be rescued. (“Rescued”. That sounds like she was being
kidnapped.)
I noticed that
her face was inches away from my face.
“Gah!” I shouted
as I stumbled backward. “Don’t do that!” Nancy said nothing as she stared at me.
I sighed and dropped my shoulders.
“What do you
want from me?” I asked.
“To get to know
you,” Nancy said. “Come on. Give me something.” She just doesn’t give up, does
she? There was only one way to stop this.
“I’m not good
with people,” I said. Nancy gave me a puzzled look.
“What does that
mean?” she asked.
“I am not a
people person,” I said. “I like being alone.” Marshmallow whimpered across the
room. I looked over at him.
“Not you, mate,”
I said. “You’re fine.” The dog lay down on the floor. Nancy looked like she
didn’t get what I was saying.
“How did you
manage to do it?” she asked. I frowned.
“Do what?” I
asked. Nancy held out her hands as she looked around the house.
“This,” she
said. “Stay here alone.”
“I just do,” I
said. “I’ve always been alone.” She shook her head at me.
“I couldn’t do
it,” she said. I know you can’t. Why else would you be trying to cling to me?
Does that sound harsh? That’s just how I feel right now.
“That’s just how
I am,” I said. I leaned back and folded my arms across my chest.
“Tell me about
yourself,” I said. “Why are you so determined to know about me?” She stared at
me for a moment. I don’t know what I was expecting. Maybe if I throw it back at
her, she might shut up.
“Fine,” Nancy
said. “I am in an unhappy marriage.” My face dropped. What did I just do? No!
Abort! Abort! She sighed and dropped her shoulders.
“That bad, how?”
I asked. I think I was wincing when I asked that. I almost felt sorry for even
pushing back. Nancy pressed her lips together as she nodded. We stood there
quiet for a moment.
“Can I go back
to my room?” I asked at last.
“Yes!” she said quick to say. I turned and walked down the hall. We’re going to try this again later. That’s how well I know her. I just have to brace myself for the next day. And the next day. And the next day. And the next day. And the next day. And the next day. And the next day. And the next day…