Chapter Thirty-Nine: Daisuke’s Will:
October 30th, 1999.
11:45 p.m.
Daisuke sat
alone on his porch while Anna slept in her room.
-Daisuke-
I will be dead
by tomorrow. However, I won’t let them win. I couldn’t overpower the Mother, but
she might end this curse.
I want my
daughter live a normal life. I had a done a good job until we left Kobe.
I gritted my
teeth.
Damn it! She
tracked us down. Why can’t they leave us alone? Still, I blame myself for that.
Kato-san said we would be safer in the village, but I got bored. I wanted to get
out. I wanted Anna-chan to experience life outside of the village. I knew the
risks.
I rubbed my
forehead.
Looking back, it
was quite selfish. But I had to get away. Now…
I shook my head.
Can’t focus on
that now. I have bigger things to worry about. Yes. I should focus on Anna-chan.
She needs to lead a normal and happy life. I will do anything to make that
happen.
But I don’t have
much time left.
I put my hand to
my chest.
There is so much
Anna-chan doesn’t know. I wish it could stay that way. I don’t think that’s
possible anymore.
I sighed.
I gave Kato
instructions on what to do. It won’t be enough. Haruka will come after Anna-chan
when she realizes the truth.
I slammed my
foot on the porch.
I can’t let that
happen. I can’t let that happen!
I breathed
heavily.
Calm down. You
can do this. You have to.
I start to feel
better.
I have too much
on my mind right now. I should sleep, but my head won’t let me.
I closed my
fists in my lap.
I pray I can
pull this all off after my death. I’m counting on you, Kato-san. You too,
Anna-chan. You have to live through this! Live a happy and normal life for me.
Make me proud.
-Outside-
Daisuke ended up falling asleep on the porch until six in the morning.