Chapter
Thirty-Five: The Devil�s Taxes:
Scratch. Scratch. Scratch.
Nobu doesn't sleep anymore. His brain became jumbled up
last November. His former self was murdered that day. Nobu stayed most of his
days in his office. His eyes were nearly blinded by the dimly-lit laptop screen.
He needed work. His house fell into turbulence last year. Nobu felt like a time
bomb.
Scratch. Scratch. Scratch.
His wife feared him now. Sharon always turned a blind eye
to his crimes. His kills shocked her in the beginning. So, why does she stay?
What's the point?
July 17th, 1983.
Nobu had just started teaching
students that year. Tokyo University provided a background for this love story.
He worked in a small classroom that year. She walked in like a princess visiting
the country. Nobu couldn't take his eyes off of her. He tried to figure out why.
Has she always been in this class? Since
when? His eyes traced every detail of this woman with her white blonde hair
to her jaw and fat apple cheeks. Her light yellow sundress drew attention to
her. Nobu gulped. Okay here I go, he thought. Nobu walked up to her. The woman glanced
up at him. Nobu stood in place.
"Hi�" he mumbled. The woman blinked at him.
"Yes?" she asked. He struggled in his mind for something
cool to say.
"Hey," he said. "You doing anything after class?"
"No, why?" she said. Nobu shuffled his feet.
"Well� could we walk around campus or something?" he
offered. "You know, get a coffee or something."
"Are you asking me out?" she asked.
"Yeah," Nobu said with a nod. "Yes, I am." The woman
lowered her pencil.
"Alright," she said. "Guess it couldn't hurt." Nobu bowed
his head.
"I thank you," he replied. The professor walked into the
classroom and Nobu went back to his post. The woman gave him a little smile. He
smiled back at her.
March 20th, 2010.
It's slowly falling into ruin. He's trying to keep his
distance. The man worries about what could happen. He encountered the mother
last November. His mind's been in ruin ever since. It's only going to get worse.
Scratch. Scratch. Scratch.
He typed away harder. Please
shut up. Please stop. I don't want to hurt her anymore. He had turned
violent lately. So much so that it scared him.
This isn't like me at all, he thought.
Nobu wished that he could forget every punch, every shout, and every kick.
Sharon didn't even fight back. She just lay there and took it. Nobu's heart
twisted in pain because of it. Stop me!
Say something! Please! He couldn't seem to stop and the blows keep getting
worse. I don't know why I do this! Stop
me, Sharon! Somebody� Anybody�
Scratch. Scratch. Scratch.
Tonight was no different. Another long day and Nobu felt
like screaming. He came home to a silent house. Nobu scanned the room.
"Sharon!" he yelled. "Sharon! Where are you?" When No
answer came, Nobu gritted his teeth.
"Sharon!" he yelled again. No answer still and he
clenched his fists. His heavy steps filled the room. He knew where to find her.
Bubbles floated in the fish tank as Sharon's eyes stayed glued to the glass. She
looked out of touch. Nobu shook his head.
"I'm home," he said. Sharon didn't move. Her husband
grabbed her by the shoulder. Sharon turned around and Nobu tried to stay calm.
"I'm home," he repeated. His
wife said nothing as she blinked at him. No words came out. The woman still
looked out of it. Her husband sneered on the outside.
Don't do this now. Sharon still didn't respond. Nobu's rage built up
brick by brick in his brain. His lips curved into grimace.
"Run," he warned. His wife didn't move.
"Run," Nobu said. She still stood where she was. The thin
twine slowly began to break.
"You better run," he hissed.
Sharon stood where she was. Snap! Nobu's eyes misted over red. He gave her a look of death. A
heavy sneer came on his face.
"Bitch," he mumbled.
Smack! She sank to the ground without
a word. Nobu's anger grew fiercer.
"Why won't you scream out, woman?!" he barked. "Doesn't
it hurt?" Sharon sat up and looked at him. Nobu growled at her.
"Bitch!" he snapped. He raised
his foot to kick her. No. Not again. Stop!
Stop! Nobu stopped his foot just in time. Sharon still didn't respond. Her
husband stormed off to his office. He closed and locked the door behind him. The
middle-aged man breathed out hard. That was close, he thought. Too close. Nobu didn't know how much
more of his damaged brain he could take. He needed an out. The man walked over
to his laptop and booted it up. He opened up Word and began to type.
Don't hit
Don't use violence
Don't shout
Stay calm
Be gentle
He typed this every night. It's his leash that prevented him from giving in to his violence, but how long will that last before he snaps?