Chapter
Twenty-Four: All Eyes on Me:
Things stared to
go bad when I started to see more of the world around me. I saw it when I went
into town with Grandma and Henry one summer. I think I was about thirteen at the
time. Anyway, I walked behind Henry and Grandma with Miranda by my side. We
didn’t say anything. Miranda had her eyes on me the whole time. Something in her
gaze frightened me. Did I make her mad again? I couldn’t tell what she was
thinking.
She wouldn’t be
the only one that day.
I think we were
all going down to the street markets. I don’t remember what we were getting.
Grandma might have been cooking something for a Sunday night dinner. I was just
alone in my head, wondering what to do. Miranda didn’t speak as she kept her
eyes on my back. She hadn’t been talking to me for the past five days. It’s
worse when she’s quiet. It didn’t help when Henry kept looking back at me over
his shoulder. I had to force myself to smile to throw him off the scent. The way
that he stared at me convinced me that he didn’t buy it.
He wasn’t the
only one.
I happened to
look up and see a sea of eyes on me. Who were all of these people? I looked
behind me. Miranda was nowhere in sight.
“Miranda?” I
asked. I looked at the sea of eyes crushing down on me. Where did they come
from? I didn’t like the way they were looking at me. Some looked angry. Others
had pity in their eyes. The whispering made it worse. Oh that damned whispering.
I could hear some of what they were saying.
“She’s so
weird.”
“Why is she
always talking to herself?”
“She’s just
creepy.”
I wanted to bite
on my nails but forced my hand down. Instead, I forced my eyes down. My steps
grew faster down the hall of eyes.
Thud!
I fell back onto
the floor, whimpering.
“Ow,” I said,
rubbing my nose.
“Are you okay?”
I heard over my head. I slowly looked up to see Henry looking down at me. I
shook my head. He reached down for my hand. I sat up at him, blinking. He
grabbed my hand and pulled me to my feet. I quickly shut my eyes.
“Why are they
staring at me?” I asked in a low voice. Henry took a look around.
“Who’s staring
at you?” he asked. I opened my eyes a little bit. I could barely see anything
around us.
“There are eyes
staring at me,” I said. “They are talking about me. It freaks me out.” Henry
patted me on the head. I refused to look up.
“They aren’t
staring at you,” he said. I froze.
“What do you
mean?” I asked. “They can’t be staring at anything else. Only I can see her.”
“No,” Henry
said. “That’s not the case anymore.” I opened my eyes. The eyes were gone. The
only a mom with a stroller was looking at me. Everyone else was walking around
with their shopping. Again, I couldn’t see Miranda anywhere in sight. I found
myself panting hard.
“Where did she
go?” I asked. “Where did she go?” Henry grabbed me by the shoulders. He turned
me to face him.
“Listen
closely,” he whispered. “It is because you are feeding her she is getting
stronger on her own.”
“What?” I asked.
I felt myself shaking. I wasn’t sure if I was crying, but it sure felt like it.
Henry wiped away my tears.
“She will make
herself be seen if and when she wants,” he said.
“Without me
around?” I asked.
“Yes,” Henry
said. I moved my mouth as if to speak, but not words came out. I remembered I
was crying in that moment.
“There is a way
to stop it,” he said. I stared at him, silent.
“What?” I asked.
“Henry! Kinsey!”
we heard grandma shout. “Where are you?” Henry and I looked up. Grandma stood
near the peach cart.
“Are you sharing
secrets over there?” she asked.
“No,” Henry lied. “We’ll be right over.” He took hold of my hands and dragged me along. I happened to look over my shoulder and see Miranda leaned up against another stall. She was smirking at me. I might have imagined it, but that’s what it felt like. The blank expression on her face made the shopping trip even worse. I got the feeling that this wouldn’t be an isolated incident. There was still more of this trip to go.