Chapter Sixteen:
Miranda’s Dark Side:
Miranda didn’t
show her colder side until I was eight years old. Up until then, everything had
been nice. I thought that she was my friend. When I saw her, Miranda would be
smiling. We always played together. Grandma and Doris didn’t seem to mind. Some
of the other people around the house gave me strange looks.
“Does she always
have to talk to herself?” I heard Mama ask one day.
“It’s just an
imagery friend,” Grandma told her. “This will pass soon.”
“I whisper it
would hurry up,” Mama complained. “It’s just embarrassing.” I didn’t care at the
time. I was just happy to not be lonely anymore. I didn’t have any brothers or
sisters when I was young. All of my cousins lived out of state. Doris would be
too busy around the house to entertainment. Mama didn’t have much of an interest
in me. There was Grandma, but she was a bit busy at times. So having Miranda
around was a welcome change. Then, I met Addie.
Everything was
still fine then. She didn’t complain when I started to pay more attention to
Addie. In fact, Doris and Grandma welcomed her with open arms.
“So nice to see
you making friends,” Doris said.
“I already had a
friend,” I told her. “Miranda was my other friend.”
“Of course she
is,” she said. It kind of hard the way that Doris said that. She and Grandma
treated her like an imaginary friend. But Miranda wasn’t imaginary. She was just
as real as you and I are. I didn’t understand it. Miranda didn’t seem bothered.
“It’s okay,” she
said. “They just don’t get it.”
“But why?” I
asked. Miranda hugged me from behind and rested her chin on my head.
“You are a child
and they are grown-ups,” she said. “Grown-ups can’t see me.”
“But what about
Addie?” I asked. “She’s a kid like me.”
“But she’s not
you, is she?” she asked. I looked up to see her forcing herself to smile. I
couldn’t tell if she was mad at me or not. She would get like that sometimes,
but nothing would come of it.
That was until
Mr. Grieves warned me about her.
Now, I didn’t
know what he was talking about at the time. He never gave a name. I just found
myself back in my room and went back to bed. The next morning, Miranda awoke
beside me.
“Where did you
go last night?” she asked. I turned my head. How did she know I was gone if she
was asleep?
“The swamp,” I
said.
“Why did you go
there?” she asked.
“I don’t know,”
I said. “I really don’t know.” I didn’t tell her about Mr. Grieves. Why would I?
His words didn’t make any sense at the time. Miranda didn’t press the issue any
further. Pretty soon, she would always be asking me questions whenever she saw
me talking to someone I didn’t know. She didn’t sound upset or anything. Miranda
just wanted to know. I would just tell her and everything would be fine. I
didn’t think anything would change.
That was until I met him.