Chapter Seventeen: I Get What I Want:
The pouring rain tonight canâ€™t stop my appetite tonight. I have grown up spoiled and I am proud to confess this. Men canâ€™t resist me and same with women. I chalk it up to my experience. We kitsune are quite charming. We are masters of seduction, after all. Plus, age and beauty blend perfectly together. I canâ€™t see my true form through Annaâ€™s eyes, but this doesnâ€™t bother me. I have a bigger mission to handle tonight.
I lay back on the futon, smirking. Asato looks at me in a horny daze. Go on, do your worst tonight!
I always stay on top. I lead this dance. He leans in for a kiss. I wrap my arms around him. My strategy for tonight has never failed. I lead them to think they are in control. I love cocky men; they are more fun to break. Even the nice ones can believe they stand a chance against me. Tsuzuki sure seems convinced that he can tame me. Thinking about it makes me giggle. Plus, heâ€™s a little puppy that would do anything to make Anna happy? I shake my head. Breaking this husband sounds like fun.
III: Dance with Me
Asato is a good partner in bed. I canâ€™t remember the last time I had this much fun. I hear that heâ€™s rather experienced in this department. He may not look it, but he has quite the devil in him. As much as I donâ€™t want to admit it, but I get turned on when I see that horny demon in his eyes. His kiss pretends to be innocent. I already know there is a trace of fire hiding in that sweet gesture. Yes, lead for now. I wrap my arms around his neck. I will take you. He breaks off the kiss.
â€œYou are so beautiful,â€ he whispers. Lies, thatâ€™s all it is. Thatâ€™s all they do anyway. I know because I do it too. My lying is different, however. I lie to survive. Men lie for their own amusement. He sinks down to my collarbone. My eyes roll back into my head at the first nibble. Tonight is no different. We will lie and lie. Passion fuels our lies. I think I will take over now.
I can handle cold sex, just lie there, and pretend to enjoy. The men donâ€™t notice that I donâ€™t care, and Asatoâ€™s different. I actuallyâ€¦ enjoy it. His size and performance blow me away. I climb on top, excited.
â€œTake me, baby!â€ I shout. â€œI am yours!â€ He reaches up and brushes my hair behind my ear.
â€œI love you,â€ he whispers.
â€œLiar,â€ I hiss back. My lips consume his as I lean in for another kiss. The ride feels like a drug to me. Iâ€™ve got to have more! Oh yes! More!
â€œYouâ€™re amazing, baby!â€ I shout. I dig my fingers into his hair. Like a little pet, he enjoys it.
â€œYou are so good!â€ he yells. The more I pound, the more I lose myself in him. Even in the climax, I am still lost in him.
Men and women lie all the time. Itâ€™s the same thing since the beginning of life itself. Even during sex, there are lies. Men tell the same ones all the time.
â€œYou are beautiful.â€
â€œYou are the only one that I want.â€
â€œI will never betray you.â€
â€œI love you.â€
I snort at the last one. Thatâ€™s the biggest lie Iâ€™ve heard. Men donâ€™t care about love in reality. Asato thinks that heâ€™s telling the truth. I laugh at the very notion. It's an empty laugh, however. I hate to admit whatâ€™s happening here. I close my eyes and shake my head.
No, heâ€™s lying. Heâ€™s a man; all men lie. I refuse to fall for him. He will be my toy, nothing more! I will devour Tsuzuki Asato.
Somehow, I canâ€™t chase away the tiny pang in my heart. Heâ€™s just too nice for his own good. This wonâ€™t end well for all of us.
Even so, I must use him to survive.