Last Tour
-Blu-
“We love you!
Good night!” I turned and walked off stage. This was it. This was going to be
the final tour. We didn’t want to it be. But we’re dying. That’s right. The
curse got us too. I am number thirty. Kate is number thirty-seven. Dana is
number twenty-eight. We don’t know how this happened or how to stop it. But we
aren’t alone.
“So what do we
do?” Dana asked. Kate and I didn’t have an answer. We couldn’t cry about it.
That’s not how we are. So we decided to go out with a bang.
We were going
all over Japan. One final tour with all of nothing. But I’m starting to wonder
if I can take it or not.
I’ve felt myself
getting sicker lately. I can barely keep food down. I don’t really sleep
anymore. My bandmates are starting to notice.
“Are you okay?”
Dana asked. I sat back on the bathroom floor.
“No,” I said. I
looked up at her. I don’t understand it. Why was it just me sick like this? Dana
and Kate seemed fine.
“Do you want to
go to the doctor?” Dana asked. I felt like throwing up when I opened my mouth.
Dana held up her hand.
“Whoa! Take it
easy there!” she said. I quickly nodded. We said nothing for a moment.
“Now,” Dana
said. “Do you want to go to the doctor? Just nod or shake your head.” I slowly
nodded.
“Okay,” Dana
said. “We’ll go to the doctor.” I bowed my head.
That’s not my
only problem.
I keep having
nightmares. I can barely remember them. But Dana and Kate say I woke up
screaming. The only thing I remember is the shadows. The shadows and the
wailing. I don’t know this is happening to me. Why is this happening? I think
I’m going to be sick.
Still, this tour had to go on. After all, this was going to be the last one. Then I could see my son one last time.