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*Shizuma*

Something has changed about me. I noticed it when I woke up early Monday morning. The sun hadn�t even come up yet. My Yuki lie beside of me sleeping. He�s such a beautiful human. I must protect him at all costs. He just means so much to me.

I don�t know what it is with me lately. I used to be such a heartless bastard. I killed most of the people I have met. Hell, when I saved Yuki from those idiots, I only did it to shut them up. I didn�t expect to fall head over heels for the boy and grow a heart. (Probably would�ve killed him if I hadn�t lost my strength.) But, the light isn�t as bad as it looks.

My Yuki snuggled up close to me. I couldn�t help but smiled at him. Yuki is such an angel. Maybe that�s why we fit so well together. We balance each other out. He�s an angel and I�m the devil. We need each other. Yuki needs to protect and toughen him up and I need him to mellow me out. We make a nice little unit.

I looked at the time on the wall of the den. It�s only four in the morning. I can�t sleep anymore. I try but it�s no use. There�s too much in my head to let me sleep. I look down at my Yuki again. He looks so peaceful sleeping there. I am so tempted to lean down and lightly kiss him. But, I down think I�ll wait. Don�t want to wake him up yet. My! He feels so warm up against my cold body. I lightly pulled him closer to me. I shut my eyes for a moment and let my mind go blank. I felt as if I was floating again.

Hours later, I woke up again. I looked beside of me and saw that my Yuki wasn�t in bed with me. I let my eyes wander around the room until I found him again. He was standing over me smiling. Yuki was already dressed for school. The sun highlighted all of his beautiful features. �Morning sleepy-head!� my love called to me. I couldn�t help but smile back at him. �Hey!� I said back to the charming boy. �What time is it?� �Almost time for school.� Yuki replied. I froze pretty quickly. �Really?� I asked as I as looked up at the clock. It was close to seven o�clock. �Oh shit!� I called as I smacked myself in the head. �I overslept!� Yuki just kept smiling at me. �I�ll be in the kitchen!� he called. Then, he left the den. I watched him with a smile on my face. He�s so cute! I don�t know what I would do without him. Then, I got out of bed to get dressed for school.

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