Chapter Five: Undercooled:
Now that Akio
wasn’t around, Haruka let her resentment of her children be known to them. She
had kept it locked deep down inside for so long because of him. Before, her
husband would attempt to calm her down when the angry beast within her wanted to
smack or strangle one of the children.
“Come on, dear,”
he would say. “They are just kids.”
“They still are
annoying,” his wife would complain.
“They don’t know
any better,” he would counter with patience in his voice. Because of his tone
and charm, his wife reluctantly drew back. When talking to her didn’t work, the
man took hold of her waist and squeezed her until she calmed back down. In the
end, it all reminded her of why she found that weakened beautiful man so
annoying in the first place. As far as Daisuke could remember, the Kimoto house
became Hell on earth when their mother returned alone with baby Kirika. It was
as if she was waiting to let loose her rage upon them. In a way, she was glad
that her husband was gone; there was no one to hold her back from lashing out.
This Hell didn’t
happen overnight though; it built up in tiny bricks over the years. It started
out small at first. The children couldn’t remember a time when they
weren’t yelled at. She practically
could be heard outside. It could be the slightest thing like slipping juice and
Haruka would scream at them until their ear hurt. The rules around the house
became stricter and dimmed the joy around the atmosphere. Yasuo and his siblings
couldn’t understand what happened to their mother. The older boys remembered her
being distant and hostile towards them, but she never was
this brutal. Even more so, she
wouldn’t tell them what happened to their father. Come to think of it, he never
tried to call, write, or contact them in any way. It was as if he disappeared
without a trace. Their mother never bothered answering any of their questions.
“Mama,” Shichiro
addressed her one day in June of 1970. “What happened to Papa? When is he coming
home?” Haruka gritted her teeth at her vanity as she darted over to the mirror
where the boy in doorway watching was her. These kids didn’t seem to know how to
let up.
“He’s not,” she
hissed in a cold tone. She clenched her fists in her lap under the vanity. The
ten-year-old tilted his head with an odd look on his face.
“What do you
mean?” he asked. “Why wouldn’t he be coming back?” His mother slammed her fists
against the vanity table.
“He’s not coming
back!” she barked. “So stop asking me and go away!” Shichiro’s eyes widened in
shock at the violent outburst. He stood frozen for a second before mumbling,
“But…”
“Get out!” the
woman shouted. Her second son ran away as fast as his little legs could carry
him. Haruka breathed out and lowered her head from the stress.
Those brats are so annoying, she thought. Just looking at
their little faces reminded her that she would’ve been much happier being alone.
However, it was so hard to do so when six children need you all of the time.
Plus, the oldest one’s powers started to manifest last year. Each day with her
children annoyed her even more. As a result, the children did their best to
avoid their mother when she was angry at them. Sometimes, that was easy to pull
off and other times turned out to be rather predictable. Even through all of the
yelling and coldness, their questions still wouldn’t let up. The three older
boys asked most of the questions. Daisuke barely remembered Akio while Yumiko
was just baby when he left.
“Why won’t she
tell us about Papa?” Nobu asked Yasuo in the backyard. The oldest son shook his
head. He didn’t understand it either, but he had to try and keep Haruka from
screaming at them all.
“She must have
her reasons for not telling us,” he tried to reason with him. “So, don’t bring
it up anymore.” The younger boys looked at him as if he was crazy to suggest
such a thing.
“But…” Daisuke
spoke up.
“Don’t ask any
more questions about it!” the oldest snapped. The brothers drew their mouths
closed. From then on, no more questions about Akio came up. In fact, he was
barely even mentioned. The children would have had to deal with their mother’s
increasing rage. They had to hide what was going on from outsiders in fear of
what she would do to them if word got back to her.
Each of them
tried to find a way to cope with it. The boys used school as an excuse to get
away from the developing hell of a home. Shichiro and Nobu even found some
friends to talk to. They even tried to stay over just to avoid their mother.
Everyone pretty much knew that something happened to Akio and everything wasn’t
so peachy at the Kimoto house. Yet, they kept this to themselves so not to
startle the boys. Shichiro and Nobu did their best to keep a smile on their
faces just to hide their pain.
Unfortunately,
the girls weren’t so lucky. They were too little to go to school in the earlier
days of the Kimoto house hell. In fact, Haruka took most of her rage out on
them. She seemed to be jealous of them in a way that outsiders would not
understand. They were just little girls and they didn’t know any better.
Whenever their brothers looked kindly upon them, Haruka gave them an evil look.
The three older boys were afraid to defend them because of it, but Daisuke
boldly decided to care for them even at a young age. He pretty much became their
shoulder to cry on. The boy was the one to read to them, play with them, and
help them with their homework.
“Nii-san, why
does Momma hate us so much?” Yumiko asked when she was three years old one
evening in August 1970. Moments earlier, Haruka yelled at her for slipping milk
on the kitchen floor. The poor little girl ended up hurled up in the corner
crying. Daisuke found her after he came back in from playing in the backyard.
Worry covered his face as he hurried over to her.
“What’s the
matter?” the five-year-old asked as he sat beside his sister. Yumiko looked up
at him with big teary eyes.
“Aw,” he said.
“Was momma being mean again?” The little girl pouted at him as he took her into
his arms and hugged her.
“It’s okay,” he
whispered. “I’m here now.” Yumiko cried against his shirt. Once he calmed her
down, he took her back to her room. Now, Daisuke gave her a little smile as he
helped her get dressed for bed.
“I don’t really
know,” he replied as he slid on her shirt. “But, I don’t hate you.”
“You don’t?” she
asked. The little boy shook his head.
“Nope,” he
replied. “In fact, I love you and Kirika-chan.” His sister began to perk up when
she heard him say that.
“I love you!”
she chirped. Daisuke only laughed. Because of that, Yumiko and Kirika attached
to him like Shichiro did with Yasuo. Haruka gave him more hell because of it,
but the boy didn’t care.
“You can’t keep
spoiling them like this,” Yasuo told him one day in October of 1970.
“I’m not,”
Daisuke insisted. “I love them both.”
“But you make
mom mad because of it,” his oldest brother pointed out.
“I don’t care,”
the little boy said. Yasuo put up his hands.
“That’s all
you,” he muttered as he walked away, the little boy walked back to his room.
Speaking of the oldest son, he now did anything he could in his power to keep
their mother happy. He pretty much became like a little annoying servant to her.
His neediness with her came back stronger than ever. Haruka didn’t take too
kindly to this.
“Why do you keep
clinging to me so?” she hissed one hot day in July 1973. The fifteen-year-old
boy gave her a goofy smile as he watched her from the doorway.
“Because I love
you, mom,” he replied confidently. Haruka groaned and rolled her eyes as she
fanned herself with her hand fan.
“Stop grinning,
you little idiot,” she muttered under her breath, “It makes me want to puke.”
“Anything else
you want me to do for you?” he asked ignoring her blatant insult.
“Go away,” his
mother complained, “You are so annoying.” Yasuo kept her grin on his face.
“Okay!” he said.
Haruka shook her head as her son turned and walked back into the house.
“You should be a
little bit nicer to them,” Aki murmured in her ear. Her mistress glanced over at
her with narrowed eyes.
“Why?” she
asked, “They are all annoying little dogs.”
“Yes, but those
dogs could produce our Mother again,” the kitsune pointed out. Haruka groaned
and rolled her eyes.
“The Mother, the
Mother, the Mother,” she complained. “It’s always about the damn Mother!”
“But Yasuo-kun
is already developing his powers rather beautifully,” Aki pointed out, “I can
feel Shichiro’s powers starting to manifest soon.” The mistress snorted over her
tea.
“So?” she asked.
Aki rested her body upon Haruka’s shoulders.
“So,” she went
on, “It’s in your best interest to use them like little tools. Think of it as
having six little Akio at your beck and call.” Haruka wrinkled her nose at the
suggestion.
“That’s just
disturbing,” she replied.
“Disturbing, but it works,” Aki pointed out. Inside, Daisuke heard the whole conversation in the kitchen doorway. He couldn’t see the kitsune sitting on his mother’s shoulders and didn’t understand what was going on. However, that didn’t change the fact that he had knots in his stomach from what he heard. He somehow felt that it would only go downhill from here onwards.