Chapter Twenty-One: Visions of the Serpent:
-Tsuzuki-
There’s been
that fear. I might lose Anna-chan. It’s there, watching us. I can feel it
smirking. Lately, it’s gotten worse.
Anna-chan’s
scared too. She acts brave, but I can see through the mask. I’ve seen her act,
brave, but this different. I want to say something. I feel that I should.
We should be
happy. Married for two years, we still have the apartment, Airi isn’t as bitchy
towards me, and we have a beautiful baby girl. Everything is good.
But it’s still
there. What does it want from us? Why can’t it leave us alone?
I don’t like
Airi’s plan. Something could go wrong. But she won’t listen.
“It’s the only
way to draw him out,” she says. I don’t believe her. It won’t end will.
But… Damn it. Is
it don’t or can’t?
That’s not the
point. I can’t lose them. I can’t. I don’t know what I’d do. I need to calm
down, though.
I rubbed my
forehead.
I’m sorry. I
have so much on my mind. Ever since Anna-chan got branded, I have to stay by her
side. But, usually I don’t want to smother her.
That luxury was
taken from us.
I don’t want to
lose her. She barely sleeps anymore. I can see self-doubt staring us down.
Tonight, it’s doing just that. I shivered as I felt their eyes on me.
What do you want from me? Leave us alone.
Soft whimpering
drew my attention to my side. Anna-chan lay on her back.
“Anna-chan?” I
asked. I put my hand to her cheek. I jumped and drew back hand. She’s so cold.
Hm? What is she saying? I leaned my ear down to her lips. I couldn’t make out
what she was saying. My love looked so pale. But then, she said something that
gave me pause. Two little words.
Save… me…
I don’t know why
I did this. I just…
I leaned down and kissed her. My hand grabbed onto her in the drowning darkness.