Chapter Five: First Fantasy:

It starts with a kiss.

I am usually alone. In my room or sometimes in the den. Then, Mosh walks in looking as beautiful as ever. It is so strange to me. He could have any girl that he wanted. Mosh is that attractive. Many girls want him, but he chose me. I didn’t understand why in the beginning.

That will be for another time. I am here to talk about my first fantasy about him.

He walks into the den almost silence. I don’t hear him until the last minute when he knocks on the wall to get my attention. I quickly turn my head.

“Yes?” I ask. Mosh smiles at me.

“Am I interrupting?” he asks. My cheeks turn red.

“No, no not at all,” I say. “Um… did you want something?” He smiles and says nothing.

“Mosh?” I ask.

“Can I ask you something?” he asks. My eyes shift back and forward.

“Uh… sure,” I say.

“Do you promise you won’t get mad?”

“What do you mean?”

“Do you promise?”

“I guess…” My cheeks feel so hot. He pauses for moment before looking me in the eye.

“Can I kiss you?” Mosh asks without missing a beat. I freeze as my eyes grow big.

“What?!” I ask. Mosh bows his head.

“I’m strong if I come off so strong,” he says. “It’s just… you remind me so much of Noiz-sama that I just couldn’t resist. I’m so sorry.” I quickly shake my head.

“No!” I say. “It’s fine. It’s fine. You can.”

“What?” he asks. I gulp as I look down at my feet.

“You can kiss me,” I say loud enough for him to hear. I look up to see him blushing as well.

“Thank you,” he says, blushing. He walks up and kisses me on the lips. That’s how it ends. I was still innocent at the time. I didn’t know about sex at the time. That would take quite some time before it crossed over to that line.