Chapter Six: The First Night:

I dreamt about my first night with Mosh. He kisses me like usual. I have grown to enjoy kissing him. But tonight, something feels different. Mosh kisses me again. Then, he looks me in the eye.

“Would you like to come upstairs with me?” he asks. I gulp as I lower my eyes.

“Yes,” I say in a whisper. Mosh takes me by the hands and leads me out of the den.

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I lay back onto his futon. I look up see Mosh standing in front of the futon.

“Are you okay with this?” he asks. My heart pounds against my chest. Was this going to be the moment that I have heard of in the past?

“Mosh-kun…” I say.

“What is it?” I ask. I shake my head. I move my hand to my chest. I wasn’t supposed to be doing something like this, but I wanted this so badly. I hear him walk over to the bed and sit down in front of me. He takes hold of my hands.

“I will be ready for you when you want to be,” he says. Then, something out of character happens for me. I lean forward and kiss him on the lips. He gently pulls me into his arms and kisses me back. I lay back with him on top. He takes off his shirt and slides off my dress. Mosh looks me in the eye.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” he asks.

“Yes,” I say, breathlessly. He kisses me again. We undress and I spread my legs. The pain lasts for a few minutes before I give into pleasure. He’s so gentle with me throughout the whole night. Afterwards, he collapses next to me. He kisses me on the cheek.

“That was great,” Mosh whispers.

“Mmm,” I murmur. They continue to get hotter from there.