Connection #8
-Zoey-
Looks like I’m
not alone. I was on my phone when I got an email notification.
“Hm? What’s
this?” I asked myself. I opened my inbox. One new message. I didn’t recognize
the address. “What is Your Number?” was the subject title. I shouldn’t click on
it. I really shouldn’t.
“Hello. You
might not know me. But my name is Tsukiyono Omi. I have been branded with the
number twenty-one. What number do you have?”
I looked at my
shoulder. I could hear “10” laughing at me. Who was this Omi person? Could I
trust them? How did they find me? My hand hovered over the screen for a moment.
I shouldn’t be doing this. I really shouldn’t.
I tapped reply.
“Ten.”
I hit send. I
couldn’t turn back now.
I got a reply at
home. I stared at my screen. That rabbit hole looked so big. Am I really going
to jump? I looked at my shoulder again. The burning felt light, but I still felt
it. I wanted it to stop. Maybe… Just maybe…
I opened the
message.
“I am trying to
look for others like us. Have you been given a date you will die?”
My stomach
dropped. I looked at my shoulder. “10” was burned deep into the skin. I want it
to go away.
I took a breath
and started typing.
“Who are you?”
I paused. What
am I doing? This wasn’t right. I shouldn’t be doing this. I deleted that last
sentence.
“Yes. Who are
you? How did you find me? How will you do it?”
I paused with my
typing. This was crazy. What was I doing? I could just delete all of the
messages. This could all stop here. I could stop going down the rabbit hole.
I took a breath
and hit send. Maybe they won’t reply back. Maybe this was a joke. I had only one
way to see.
There was no
reply for a few hours. I pretended everything was fine. (That’s all I have been
doing.) It hurt to smile and laugh. My skin felt like it was burning. “10” stung
against my skin. Tears welled up in my eyes. I couldn’t take it anymore.
This had to
stop!
That evening, my
phone buzzed. My stomach turned. They did it. I actually got a response. My hand
trembled as I held my phone. Turn back. Turn back! I should turn back.
I tapped my
screen. They only sent one sentence.
“Meet me in Shinjuku.” Attached was an address at a maid café. Okay, too late to turn back.