Limbo
-Baby Doll-
I’m still here.
I am out here and in here.
The me out there
is still acting like everything is normal. Well, as normal as it can be at the
moment. I appear not to know what’s really going on with me. The only time that
something is wrong is when I zone out in the middle of what I am doing. I want
to scream out to myself but I can’t hear me.
I am in here
too. I can’t move. I am aware of what is going on around me. I don’t know how
this is possible. I just opened my eyes and I realized that I was here. It took
time for that to happen. Heh, time. Such a thing doesn’t exist in… wherever this
place was.
However, I am
not alone.
That other angel
is here too. I forgot what his name was. I do know it’s a boy. He had been
talking to me this whole time. I am just now understanding what he was saying.
“Are you still
okay?”
Am I still okay?
I didn’t know
how to answer that. I think so. I am still here. But I wasn’t supposed to be
here. I should be out there. I would try and leave, but I can’t move. I’m not
sure if I really have a body here. I know that I am in this place but I can’t
feel anything. I can hear everything around me. I still have all of my senses
with me. There is so much that I can see around me.
I am looking out
in front of me right now.
There are so
many I am looking at. It overwhelmed me when I first came back to my senses. It
took me a while, but I managed to narrow it down to one thing at a time. I can
see everything out there, but that’s it. I can scream at them all I want but
they won’t hear me. They can’t. I would help them through this trap if I could.
But he’s got me trapped here. For now, I can watch and try to reach out for
help.
I looked out
again. Wait… I think I have seen him before. I know him! It’s Masayuki. He’s
still looking for me. However, I felt myself getting confused.
Who is that with
him?
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A small head
poked out into the open doorway. A small body followed behind. It turned out to
be a little girl with light brown pigtails and a long white dress. She gave him
a frown of distrust. Masayuki looked confused.
“Um…. Who is that?” he asked. The child stared at him with no expression on her face. She opened her mouth to speak.